Chapter 12

Warning: Long chapter for you nasty sinners. With the pucci outfit? Nasty.

Been on another level since you came,
no more pain
You look into my eyes,
you can’t recognize my face
You’re in my world now,
you can stay,
But you belong to me,
-House of Balloons

JUDE CRESTON

After making love to the lover of the man who killed me and the same one who bit off a chunk of my neck, took me into the bathroom to wash me like I really am his puppy.

Glass took off my bandages and smiled at my wound, “It’s healed well… Redd is such a good nurse… you didn’t even need the Lady’s blood. You’re such a good puppy.”

Does he see me as a f*cking dog? “Glass—”

“Virgin, huh?” Glass’ sleepy eyes looks a lot more playful as he leans in to press his tongue against the stitches on my neck. “Evie doesn’t want to f*ck me. But somehow, he fantasizes about being inside you. I can see why… you’re so… hot, tight and… mmm, breedable… I see why Evie wants to f*ck you so hard…”

“Jude, get him off of you!”

“That’s not true,” I turned around to face him, but that was a bad idea because Glass pressed me against the bathroom wall and shoved his tongue inside me. After a kiss that incapacitated my thoughts, I feel his hands behind my back and swiftly turned me back around, my hands on the wall now.

“Jude!”

“Don’t worry Puppy, I’ll prepare you for him. You’ll be our good boy…” he pushes a finger inside me and I hiss in pain, making him smirk. “We all get what we want here…”

“Glass, it hurts!”

“I know,” he grins, licking my ears, “I’m trying to make you bleed…”

“Jude, SNAP OUT OF IT!” I woke up and pushed Glass away. “I said, it hurts!”

Glass looks at me in shock, and I leaned breathless against the wall. He tilts his head, “Puppy, I’m sorry… I’m just trying to make you feel good.”

But I was firm on keeping my dignity. He left me to shower and get dressed, which I’m thankful for. Glass doesn’t really force… and I am shocked at myself for being able to resist him. These few days, I’ve been under his spell. He doesn’t have the power to hypnotize, but my feelings for him feel like it.

The next day, I attended class with Evie, Glass and Redd. I’m still not seeing Leo and I’m feeling worried…

“Hey lover,” Evie purposely swiped all my books—including the precious bible, off my table and into the floor. He sat himself there and grabbed my chin to inspect my neck, “How’s the love bite? Did you put a cold spoon to it? Would you like more?”

I glared at him defiantly. Evie grins while releasing his hold on my face, “I’m sure Glass comforted you nice and tight, huh? Don’t worry… I’ll f*ck you the same soon enough. I called dibs on your virginity.”

Evie laughs walked to his table where Glass was leaning on, and he grabbed the dark vampire by the waist to kiss him on the mouth. It was as if he’s showing off how Glass is his, and soon I will be, too. I did f*cking sell myself to him when I attempted to get into his head—all for peace, right? Ugh.

All that, and I still haven’t found out what Evie’s weakness is. All I found out was Glass being just as crazy as him.

“Good morning everyone… let’s continue where we left off on the Book of John, yes?” Pryce announced while standing by the board.

Huh? Where’s Leo? I look around and only saw Evie and Glass, with Redd asleep on his desk. Leo is not here yet but Pryce is already starting the class?

After class, everyone prepared to leave while I decided to ask Pryce, “Where’s Leo?”

“Ahh… why do you ask, Jude? Missing your lover already?” Pryce chuckles as if it’s such a silly question. Evie snaps his gaze at me at the mention of Leo.

“H-he’s not my lover. I just haven’t seen him the whole day. Is he still in detention? How long does detention last?”

“Why ‘you searching’ for him, Jude?” Evie laughs, “He’s a f*cking beast, there’s nowhere else he should be.”

That made me mad, “All he did was defend me from you.”

“From what? I called dibs on you, you’re mine!” Evie got mad, so Glass held him by the shoulders and calmed him down. “You said so yourself, Jude. You can’t just f*ck Glass no-strings-attached, I allowed him to f*ck you because you’re also mine.”

Salve got mad and threw a book at him, “F*ck you, slaveowning pale freak! You’re so transparent I can see your heart pumping feces to your brain!” But the book remained on the table and didn’t go anywhere.

I did not want to start a scene, you know how crazy Evie can be. So I just kept quiet and bit my cheek. Pryce waited until the three of them left the room before telling me, “Leo is currently recovering in his bedroom. It’s best we leave him alone.”

Recovering?! From what?! Did he get hurt in a fight with Evie? He got hurt because of me… f*ck.

I was showering in my bathroom, letting the water run down my body and weighing down hair as it imprisons my face. I can’t stop thinking about Leo… what’s going on with him?

“You’re going to Leo? Why? We should go and cut up Evie’s hair in his sleep…” Salve huffs while I showered in my bathroom, clearly seeing the plans in my head.

“Leo got hurt because of me, Salve. The least I can do is apologize to him…” I winced when washing my back door. “Did Glass really make me bleed? F*ck…”

“I hope you stop obsessing over him because that guy is not your friend. He’s just as crazy as his Evie…” Salve followed me outside the bathroom and I went on to get dressed.

“You know…” Salve says, his tone different so I turned to look at him. “I trust Leo more than Evie and Glass. If you lost your virginity to him, I wouldn’t mind it. He’ll treat you better than Evie, for sure.”

“Salve? Is this you giving a blessing to me and Leo—?”

“I’d rather him than Evie or Glass!” He exclaims, before his shoulders drop, and he reaches out for me. “I can’t give you anything, Jude. I can’t protect you from them. But Leo—he can. I prefer seeing him with you… than you being alone.”

Salve… I reached for his face, but my hand goes through. How I wish I could kiss him and feel his lips on me. I love this boy so much.

“I like Leo, but… I don’t think he’d want to f*ck me,” I reply to him, walking out of my door with my hair still wet. I want to see him… he has saved me how many times now? He deserves an apology for getting in trouble for me.

I walked to Leo’s door. I head nothing inside, but I knocked, “Leo? Are you in here?”

No answer. “Leo, I just want to thank you for looking out for me…”

Nothing. It was unlocked, so I pushed it slightly open to see if he would protest. He didn’t—instead I saw a room looking like it had been picked up and shaken violently. Furniture overturned, a chair smashed against the wall, the mattress half-pulled off the bedframe. Deep claw marks scarred the wooden floor, long and jagged, as if someone had dug in while being dragged.

“Leo!” That’s when I saw him.

Leo was tied to a chair in the center of the room, thick restraints biting into his wrists and ankles, rope dug so tight into his skin it had already gone dark around the edges. His shirt was torn open, hanging uselessly from one shoulder.

Possibly Evie’s doing. I ran to him and quickly untied his ropes. “Leo! What happened—what did they do to you?!”

He stirred, “J… Ju…?”

“Leo, I’m sorry…”

“You… you shouldn’t be here—!” his hand suddenly held my head and my sight, body, consciousness was pulled into the a dream without warning, so abruptly I fell to the ground.

I woke up in Leo’s Withholding… only to see nothing but black. It wasn’t the lighthearted mystical white he first showed me. This black space is eerie… like something dangerous is here with me.

“Is this him?” Leo’s chuckle echoed throughout the dimension. I look up to see him standing on an invisible platform above me. “Is this the boy you tried to hide from me, Leo?”

This man looked like Leo, he has the same face but… at the same time, this isn’t him. His eyes carry something different—he was wearing black pants and a robe with nothing underneath, showing off a body carved to the gods, blessed by the devil. His hair is unruly and his smile split his cheeks from how wide he’s grinning.

This Leo is a monster, and I tried to back away from him.

“Who are you… ?” I question with a trembling voice. I’m especially scared because Salve isn’t here with me. He can’t go into the Withholding. Is this the reason Leo was tied up? Is this… the reason he was in detention?

“I’m… Leo, hehe,” he says, his cheeks closing. He started descending from stairs that are invisible to my eye. He has hands nonchalantly tucked in his pants. “I am the most powerful entity next to God Herself… before those priests shoved me inside Leo’s head to contain me. I was asleep when you came into my home, so you didn’t meet me. How rude of him.”

He’s… ?! I stumbled back when he stands in front of me, unsure if this is really Leo. I keep walking back whenever he approaches, and he doesn’t seem to like that. “Don’t be rude, now… I won’t bite… yet.”

I widen my eyes when appendages sprouted from his back and darted towards me, holding my arms to my body before pushing me to kneel before him. “Ahh—! Let go of me!”

He pulls me up towards him and examined me. His tentacles are slippery, so they had to hold me tight to the point of cutting my blood supply.

“I am a great demon who takes over the minds of humans. I convinced Eve to eat the apple, I caused God to flood Her children after turning all of them against Her. I am trapped in this child’s body with nothing but illusions of the world to entertain me—until you came in. A pretty little child of Lucifer.”

“LET GO OF ME!”

This man—Leo, Satan, whoever he is, touched my neck with a human hand attached with demonic claws, dragging it up to my face in disgusting admiration. “You are a vampire priest, I see. One of my captors… hmm… a virgin as well. Leo is so thoughtful to offer me such a gift.”

“Leo didn’t give me to you…” I defiantly spat on him.

“I believe he did, hehe…” the demon laughs, “Leo released me just so I could save your life from the green-eyed vampire. He owed me a favor, see, and I want that favor to be you.”

“Wh-what are you talking about…” I say with gritted teeth amidst the pain wrapped around my body.

“Shhh…” My buttons became undone as he gently pulls my shirt off my shoulder. “Priests think they’re exempt from temptation when they’re the weakest among humans. I can see temptation and sin inside your heart… so why not give in? Be my—”

“Let him go…” I hear Leo’s voice in the dimension, and the demon’s eyes turn red in anger. The appendages holding me tighten and I physically couldn’t breathe.

“YOU GAVE HIM TO ME, LEO!” He screamed so hard, his cheeks ripped open.

“You took him!” Leo seemed to yell from outside the Withholding. “Give him back… he’s not an offering!”

“Hehe, he’s already here…” I could feel him behind me, running his large claws on my body from behind as he whispers in my ear, “Why don’t we taste him together, Leo? Promise, I won’t bite. I’ll just go inside… rip out the innocence after centuries of abstinence…”

“Please… don’t…” that was Leo begging. I could hear him, the same boy that begged the Monsignor to save someone he couldn’t. He’s begging to save me, now. “I’ll do anything… just let him go. Let him out!”

The demon in front of me snarled, but I was losing consciousness so I could barely hear what he’s saying, “Love is such a weakness to you, Leo. But your promise of a favor… another one you owe. Is too much to resist.”

He finally released me from his disgusting appendages, but not without another warning. “If you dare let this one slip into my home again… I will have him for myself.”

I could finally breathe, but it was fresh crisp air of reality as I woke up in Leo’s arms. I clung into him, still afraid because his face was the same one that tormented me inside.

“Jude! Jude…” he embraced me tight, “I’m sorry! I’m sorry, you shouldn’t have—God, I shouldn’t have taken you inside that place. I shouldn’t… f*ck, forgive me! Forgive me, I have f*cking sinned!”

“Leo…” I breathed out, holding his head as I looked into his eyes with relief. “Leo… don’t cry. I’m okay.”

“He wouldn’t let you go…” he sobbed, overridden with guilt. “I can’t let him have you, I can’t—! I’m sorry… I love you so much I’m willing to do anything for you to stay with me… even if it’s against your will—God, I’m so f*cking evil—!”

I cut him off by kissing him, and it was effective in stopping even his tears. I pressed our lips firmly together, and even opened my eyes to see his reaction. He was shocked, still, he barely breathed. But I licked his bottom lip softly to reassure him it’s okay.

“Leo, I forgive you. You don’t need to beat yourself up, you are not evil…” I firmly tell him, “You are not the demon inside you, your intentions for me are pure, even from the start.”

Leo is filled with guilt, vulnerability—yet even with a demon trapped inside his mind he was never cruel.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you…” he once again apologize, “I was scared to hurt you more than I already have. After the Vatican learned of my powers, they used me as a vessel to contain Satan. I’m trapped in this convent, not allowed to leave to keep the demon away from humans. I was so sick of being here, Jude… surrounded by monsters… until you came. You weren’t a monster, you were human. You were innocent, you were real. And I wanted nothing more than to protect you…”

His voice trembled every time he said that word. It was like as if he hated being a vampire as well. It was like he hated being a monster.

I once again tilt my head to offer him a kiss. Though I am not Glass, I did my best to comfort him. One thing led to another, and I pushed him gently so he will lean on the edge of the bed. He seemed confused, but didn’t want to break off from the kiss.

I crawled on top of him, before realizing… huh. I’ve never been in this position before.

“Leo?” I asked once I pulled away, he looked up at me dazed, caught in the spell of my kiss. “Will you… take me?”

His eyes quite literally dilated. I confess to him, “I don’t want Evie… I don’t want that demon preying on my innocence. I want you.”

Forgive me Mother, for I will sin.

This time, he kissed me himself—I felt the hesitation in his breath, the way his breath halts like he was bracing for me to push him away if he let himself have me.

“Jude…” he whispered, not a warning, not a refusal. Just my name, used to fuel his desire. He leaned forward, but he won’t let me lie down on scratched floors and broken items. He gently set me on the bed—still scratched and torn, but soft. He kneeled between my legs, but my body remained awkward and uncomfortable.

He pulled away from the kiss, noticing my discomfort.

“It’s okay, uhm… I haven’t been on the bottom before…”

He looked around and reached for his bedside table for a first aid kit, not leaving his position between my legs as he took out an aloe vera gel. “Glass sometimes burn us so—I could use lube, but this feels better than that.”

I found out that maybe my irritation when thinking about them together isn’t just jealousy because I want Glass—maybe I wanted Leo, too. Maybe I wanted both of them. I felt Leo kiss my neck, then my chest to distract me from the fact he’s opening me up.

One finger, which Glass did first… then a second—”Ahh!”

“Jude?” He lifts his head from kissing my stomach, looking up me with his handsome eyes. “I don’t want to hurt you… maybe we should stop…”

No… I need his lips. I pull him up to kiss him, begging him to stay near. “Keep going… the first time always hurts, right? Besides… you’ve always made me curious after seeing your uhm…”

“Piercings?” The thought made me blush. “Well, Evie and Glass love it.”

“Does it hurt?”

“It’ll feel bumpy, but it won’t rip anything.” Still, he fingers me gently and I keep imagining his c*ck inside me…

“Ow…”

“I’m sorry…” he whispers breathlessly as he pushes his fingers in, making me wince in pain. “Baby, I’m sorry… I haven’t slept with a virgin before.”

But I have. Salve was a virgin when we both did it together. I’m looking at him from the corner of my eyes, but he doesn’t look unhappy… this was his idea, he preferred Leo to have me.

“Remember our first time, Jude?” He whispers. I moaned out a yes, “You made me feel so good that day. It hurt, but… I loved you so much I eventually forgot about the pain. That’s how gentle you were… and look, Leo is just as nice. So he better take care of you…”

I decided to tell Leo, “Keep the two fingers together when going in… th-then open them up when pulling them out. Keep doing it… until it softens up.”

He followed dutifully. I kissed him fiercely to distract myself from the pain. With the gel and his slow movement, I could no longer feel the two fingers a few minutes later. That’s when I moaned, “More… don’t pull them out, add another.”

He added another finger without pulling out the existing two, and I whimpered. That’s when I feel Salve’s presence above my head. It was like I’m laying on his lap, and he watched over me to make sure I don’t get hurt.

Leo kisses my forehead, whispering, “You’re so hot inside… f*ck, you’re making me so hard. I want you so bad…”

Your d*ck… with a lot of piercings… is hard? My abdomen tingles at his hot voice making rounds in my stomach. I relaxed on my own, knowing I’m safe with him. He doesn’t rush, he doesn’t want me to bleed. Leo wants to make me feel good, and sh*t do I feel so good—”Ah!”

“Is it here?” He prods around my walls and pressed into a spot that made me bite my lip. “Oh? It’s here?”

His voice is f*cking my ears, making me tighten up.

“Relax,” Leo chuckles, “You’re hurting my fingers.”

“S-sorry…” I’m sorry Salve… but it feels so good…

“My d*ck is hard just thinking about you tightening on it.” Because of what he said, imagining his pierced appendage—I tighten up yet again and he hissed at the pressure. That’s what you get…

“It’s soft now…” he said after a lot of thrusts with three fingers.

Between my legs was his huge—bigger than mine, reflecting the light with its jewelry, and I don’t know if it’s butterflies or the void in my stomach but I really want to see if that thing will make me cry or c*m.

I’m not sure about this now… I look up at Salve, where he is reaching down and caressing my d*ck. “Shhh… it’s gonna be okay, Jude.”

I couldn’t feel his hands, but just the thought of Salve touching me made me so hard. God, I wish I could kiss him.

I sat up, kissed Leo before telling him, “Take me from behind… so your piercings won’t intimidate me. I don’t want to back out…”

No; part of why I kneeled on his bed and have him take me from the back is so I can be held by Salve. I love Leo being the one to f*ck me for the first time, but I’m scared—I’m so scared, but if I look at him, I’ll forget about the fear. I’ll forget about the pain. I told Leo, “I’m ready… please…”

Salve held my head with both of his hands as he lands little kisses against my cheek; “Good boy… you’re such a good boy, baby…”

“Ahhh! God—” I can feel the head of Leo’s d*ck enter, followed by something cold against my tight entrance.

“Shhh, it’s okay…” Salve whispers against my lips as he took care of my c*ck. I don’t feel his hand, but the sensation wrapped around me like a vivid dream. “Breathe, my love. Enjoy this for me…”

Leo kissed the back of my neck as he inches his way in, “Tell me to stop, Jude… I don’t want to hurt you…”

I grabbed his hand and pins it against my hips. I moan in between breaths: “It… feels weird… but please… keep going…”

Four inches in, and he was so f*cking right. It felt bumpy, cold when entering and I can’t help but be paranoid about leaving them inside me. But also… the thought of him f*cking me so hard those things stay inside me made me so hot, I arched my back.

I just realized… we don’t feel the warmth of the sun. We don’t feel the warmth of our skin against each other. But the arousal, the rubbing of him inside, or me inside Glass… it was warm. It’s one of the only way we could feel hot. And that’s why they indulge in this sin.

“L-Leo…” he started moving back and forth. One of my hands is planted on the mattress, while the other is holding his muscular arm. I could feel him thrusting in a shallow pace… so he’s not putting all of it in. I could get angry for it… I felt so greedy towards Leo but—I shouldn’t.

“Relax,” Salve says, “If you relax, he’ll put more in. Look at him… it’s taking all of him not to f*ck you silly. I wouldn’t blame him… look at you.”

Leo looks like he’s in pain, but also in ecstasy. I know how he feels… and I want more of him inside me, too.

I turn away from Salve and faced Leo, twisting my body so I can kiss him. Then I hold his head against mine, “It’s okay… I feel good. I’ll feel better if you… are inside me. More…”

He moans against my ear as he gets deeper inside of me. I moan out, wincing in pain every time his piercings go in and out of me. However, for every sting comes the unbelievable pleasure of his tip hitting my prostate.

“More…” I moan out, ignoring the pain for more of that sensation in my abdomen, my prostate triggering electricity around my body. Salve stroked my d*ck and I joined him, only feeling my own hand but the image of my lover kissing me turned me on so much I can’t help but tighten up.

“Jude… f*ck, you’re tight…” He straightened himself up and pushed me down, making me open up more because my *ss is angled up. “Don’t do that…”

“I-I’m sorry…” I apologize, because I’m hurting him. I know that feelings.

“No…” he breathes out, f*cking me slowly but his tight grip on my hips are implying he wants to do the opposite of that. “You’re gonna make me lose control.”

“Is that… a bad thing?”

I can hear him breathe in sharply, followed by a hiss that could only mean his fangs are protruding out of his gums. “Ahh… with a demon inside me, that’s a very bad thing.”

“F*ck me faster… I want to c*m…” with my shoulders planted on the mattress, I use my free hand to take my hair out of my nape. “And when I do… take my blood…”

That seemed to do it. Leo started thrusting inside of me with more than half of his d*ck, but I know it’s not all of it because I don’t feel his skin slapping my *ss. “Ohh! Ahh—Leo!”

“F*ck—Jude… I can’t bite you…” he growls—teeth clenched tighter with his strained voice coming from deep inside his throat, “You smell so sweet… you feel so hot. I won’t be able to control myself…”

“It’s okay…” to vampires, s*x is another act of feeding. It is feeding without fangs, devotion without words—pleasure offered the same way prayer is offered to God. “I’m yours tonight, aren’t I?”

And Leo prayed to me, flipping me around without pulling out of me. Just so he can put his forehead to mine and mutter his prayer to me. “Jude… I love you. I want to kneel only to you… I want to be at your mercy… f*ck, c*mming inside you—f-feels like blasphemy.”

I kiss him, welcoming him inside me even though he physically can’t give me every inch of him. I want him inside—I want to know how it feels to have his fangs inside, taking from me. And for that, he has to leave something inside me, too.

“Mmmm, I’m gonna c*m…” I warn him, rubbing himself to the rhythm of his thrusts. “F*ck, Leo! Leo!”

I sped up, faster than him. I want to release, I want him to feed on me… I want to give him a part of myself, in exchange for his devotion.

And finally, I came on my stomach. He seemed to stop, his eyes dilating as I felt my pulse getting louder even against my own ears. I closed my eyes when he pressed his head against my neck and—f*ck.

The bite heightened my orgasm and made me choke on my own moans. My body convulsed, making his teeth bury deeper inside me. When he started to suck, my eyes rolled to the back of my head as all I saw were fireworks and exploding colors. That’s when I felt it—my insides being stretched out because he shoved all of it inside me so he can c*m inside.

It hurt, but the pleasure of the bite made me numb to the searing pain. It’s like putting my hand on a hot pan, but I didn’t want to take it off. The heat is addicting, the pain is numbed.

He’s drinking so much, so I put my hand on his head. Only for Leo to pin my wrists to the best. I breathe out, “Leo… ahh…”

I can hear his throat growl like an animal, like he is being forced to drink more against his will. Or maybe… “Leo! Stop—!”

He pulled away, and opened my eyes to see that I’m no longer in his messy bedroom. I’m in a place where I couldn’t hear Salve anymore… I’m inside Leo’s Withholding.

And this man in front of me… I watched my blood drip down his chin from a grinning mouth, his eyes red. I know this man, and I cursed. This is no longer Leo…

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