Chapter 5

Ashvik ‘s POV

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Ugh This Alarm
It’s just soo annoying, I mean I know I have to reach school early but it still irritate me soo much and because of last night studies and all the pain I cannot sleep early, even if I want to I can’t sleep as sleep doesn’t comes easily I have to wait for hours to get proper sleep at night then also I hardly get 2-3 hours of sleep but I guess it’s fine I mean its not that bad I can manage this much, after contemplating my life choices I woke up from bed as I have my dance classes early in the morning so I have to reach their early for my solo practice I have been working on this piece as I have to perform it on our annual festival and my teacher has instructed me to do the honours and honestly I am so excited about it ,still a little scared as my brothers doesn’t know about till now , I just hope they won’t stop me from going still let’s hope for the best, first thing first I have to wake up from bed and fresh up for school and then I have to choose my outfit as our school doesn’t have uniform for students because mainly all the students are from elite families so they don’t really appreciate the uniforms and prefer to wear normal clothes only but let me tell you the clothes are not normal at all it’s like going on a fashion show without ticket they all are just comparing each other and all that bullshit but I don’t really care about all that as I have pretty decent clothes purchased by my brothers as they really care how I look as a” Goenka” in front of the whole world so I changed my clothes and got ready for the practice And now I am going to see if I can grab something to eat , if I am lucky and no ones in the kitchen I will have something and if not than I will just manage fine for the day as I only drink milk normally I. The morning because I don’t want to ruin anyones day by simply just existing.

_His Outfit _

I went downstairs and no one is there so I quickly Pour myself a bowl of milk with cereal and started eating my food few minutes later Abhimanyu bhaiya came and sat infront of me I greet him with usual “Good morning Bhai” which as usual he just ignored after watching me for good five to ten seconds I was just waiting for him to talk but he didn’t and that hurts more than any punishment as Ansh bhai and Armaan bhaiya is pretty clear about them hating me but Abhimanyu bhaiya, he just pretend I don’t exist like I don’t even belong here like I am just some random thing lying around in the house not a human being with feelings I hate it , I hate how pathetic I am to even wait and hope that someday he will acknowledge me or love me the same way he does with both bhaiyas but who I am kidding with , I am still trying to understand bhaiya as he never talk to me directly for anything it’s like it physically hurt him to even look at me for more than 15 seconds so as usual I finished my food before the waterwork Starts from my eyes and seriously it will be the last thing I want to happen with me is me crying because Of something as stupid as getting ignored when it’s not even something new .

I quickly made myself a sandwich and kept it for lunch if I will be lucky then I will have my lunch if not ,than it depends upon if ansh bhai and his group is feeling generous to let me live with peace or if they are just bored than guess what ? Who is the entertainment? Yupp you guessed it right one and only me ! And then the whole period is gone with their harmless bullying which is not harmless at all as they never hurt me physically infront of others but all the mocking and names calling infront of cafeteria really get in my brain but I cannot stand up for myself it’s Like I am physically unable to retort but I guess it doesn’t even matter because even if I do I would be the one to blame as my own brother will be against me and my elder brothers don’t even listen to my side and would just blame me like always, and honestly Ansh bhai and his group is pretty smart as the don’t hurt me physically infront of people they do that only in the corridors or in places without people, and yesterday was perfect example and I can still feel that near my ribs nothing serious but it will definitely bother me while dancing.

I reached The Bus stop thinking about all the things I have to do today and boarded the bus to reach school on time and I was not in hurry today as I quickly got ready and their is still time left for classes and dance class is exclusively for me as it’s a solo so it really doesn’t matter when I reach I just have to give my best result .

Time skip…….

I danced for almost 1:30 hour and now I am late as I was soo lost in music I forgot to check the time and I am just hoping and running to reach the class on time as I don’t want anymore punishments from bhai for being late and moreover I don’t want them to find about my performance in this cliche way like in the form of a bad influence on my studies, I was not watching where I was going when suddenly I bumped hard into something or exclusively someone, and that someone fall down , oh shit!
Then I looked up and seriously this person looks ,looks like he could kill me without even doing anything then My brain just short circuits and I starts rambling into some alien language.

“I am so ,so sorry I didn’t saw you I swear I didn’t see where I was going I was just getting late and then I bumped into you please forgive me I am really sorry for inconvenience, oh no ,no, I even got your clothes messed up oh no ..Why can’t I just do something properly, your hand oops it’s bleeding it must hurts right? What kind of question is that ofcourse it does you are hurt please give me your hand I will Bandage it, it’s all my fault I am so sorry please forgive me”
Then he reached up and brought his hand up to my face
Oh shit sherlocks !
No..no..noo

Getting punched in the face is It’s the last thing I want in my plate right now,

So I quickly ducked my face to shield it from the impact, but it never came and when I again opened my eyes that person was looking at me with a expression I have never seen before, amusement ,curiosity, pity or concern I can’t figure out but whatever it was to me it looks like problem because no one ever looked up at me like that like I exist until and unless it’s to create problems for me and at the moment I can’t have more bullies as I already have , but his eyes those beautiful pair of eyes were looking at me like he was trying to memorize my face to know me ,and with my experience whoever tried to know me better was always to hurt me so I quickly hurried and put bandage on his hand and again apologise for slamming into him and went to my classroom as he didn’t said anything mean to me and it was more terrifying as with his body and physique people like that loves to boss around and show their power but maybe he just let me go as he was new and didn’t want to create problem for him so he simply said ” It’s fine it didn’t hurt but you should be careful in future you could have hurted you right now ” i really doubt if he really let go of the matter without punching me as he was looking extremely terrifying and in need of that or he is just waiting for a right time to take revenge but whatever it is , but first thing first I have to be in class so I quickly mumbled “yes” being embarrassed as he was right then I left to my room , thank God the teacher is late or I had to explain why I was late in the class.

*Dante Romano *
POV

I am super grumpy today because of my great father as he told me to join the school from today as he again have to go out for his business trip and that pisses me off because just now we have came to India for some safety protocols and he have to leave me here all by myself to Fend in this weird place where I can barely do anything but I guess it have to work as in just two days my whole friend group will be settled too so I just have to manage for some time so this nightmare to end and then we can just continue finely with our lives . I am actually quite curious about this school and my supposingly new classmates but I really don’t care about all that as at end I still have to inherit the business only but I have to stay out of trouble so that my family won’t bugg me as in my previous school my image was well we can say not so great because eventually punching a teacher in the face on your first day is not so convenient but dude that guy really worked hard for it and it was not my fault at all! So here my goal is to survive the day without getting into unnecessary trouble and I don’t have to gain unpleasant attention on me so I quickly dressed simply to avoid problems.

_ his outfit _

_his bike _

I reached school on my bike and all the eyes were on me well why not” my jaan” do look sexy , and after looking here and there I just smirked looking at a group of girls who were practically drooling over me or the bike I really don’t care as I am gay and I don’t really care about people as all the people I care about are pretty cool about me being gay so I just ignore people as much possible because I have a short temper and I don’t want to explode because of something stupid and get myself grounded, but then also sometimes it’s just funny how all the guys get jealous when girls give me attention and I enjoy every bit of it truly,
Ignoring all the whispers and stares I went to main desk to take my Timetable and to complete some formalities as I am new after completing that I went to search for my first class but someone just came like a hurricane and bumped into me with force making me stumble and fall and I was furious would be an understatement because I was just trying to control myself not to burst then I looked above, and it’s like watching an angel it was a beautiful boy who was looking at me Like I am a ticking time bomb like I might explode he was seriously so beautiful that eyes , that face and the small frown on his beautiful face but what I didn’t like was the fear that was so prominent on his face which I didn’t like to see before I can say anything he started fumbling and apologising to me messily which For a matter of fact I found super cute but I can’t show it because I have a image to maintain here too so I simply told him it’s okay and to be careful to my surprise he looked disappointed like he was expecting a blow maybe , I don’t know why I am feeling such strong pull towards the boy why I want to know him I can’t understand it for now but I know I will very soon because If I like someone then it’s not a daily happening that person should be special and this boy this cute, innocent boy with round trusting eyes with so much fear made me feel something I haven’t felt In a long time , need to posses , a fierce instinct to protect and the need to destroy the reason behind the fear in that eyes that should only hold the happiness of all the world.

For now I know what I will be doing, I will know who this person is what he loves, hates or simply ignores because this messy , clumsy boy with those innocent eyes should be protected and loved no matter what he is , but I have to protect him as it’s the first time I have hated the look of fear in to someone’s eyes the look which I loved the look that made me feel powerfull was mocking me for no reason, I can’t trust myself that how can I feel something so strong for someone I have met just moments ago but I know whatever it is There would be no going back . And God I don’t know what I will do if he already have someone I can’t bear the thought only of him being with someone else I would fucking
Destroy whoever it would be as this boy has made me feel something, something close to being a human .

And it’s dangerous because I don’t do feelings the only thing I can feel is anger and power that runs in my vein but watching this boy I realised that I can feel things too and thats risky because I either protect him or destroy the world for him .

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To be continued…

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